Atelophobia
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hey...WasSUp!!! So....ToMoRRow WiLL bE HarI rAyA oRedI.. QuiTe fAst HuH??? but then....im not that happie...im rather sad... n i feel as if im a nobody...im nt even prepared fer the big dae tomorrow... i mean physically i am... but mentally... i dun tink so...juz look at what happened dis morning.... at first... i went out wif my mum to take my report book... nt realli dat happy over my results...im nt promoted you noe... im juz advanced... n my teacher said i need to be less playful...but my mum say im nt the playful type... she say wen i at home i keep on sticking wif the books... unlike my other siblings... so... mdm anisa sae maybe it could be bcoz of my study technique..which i tink is totally true... n she oso advise me to take multi-vitamins.... bcoz of my band.... n there she goes... talk n stuff ar... i dun wanna elaborate... den, while waiting fer the bus, met my bro.. i realli dunno y muz he ever called me Leroy... serious... im nt a guy at all...den... reached home...life goes on as per normal...but then... my lil bro, SuFi, broke my present... HOW COULD HE??? now that it's broken..nothing could be done... i mean like my present was made up of glass... of coz i get emotional...i did cried... hu wouldnt if they were me... n that kinda present is rare to find...i went inside my room.. cover my self up with the pillow and cried... he didnt even said sorry... not a single sign dat he's sorry...instead of apologizing...he said " mak... present pecah pun nk nangis... abeh biler present aku pecah maner aku ader nangis... dah lar... lebih baik aku gi luar glue kan balik ar..nanti BUDAK itu nangis".... i never expected him to be soo ...... u noe.... CRUEL... i mean juz yesterdae i blocked him frm being beaten by my bro...n offer him my food... make him his drinks...n to tink NONE of these make him realize my jasa2 to him... he didnt even repay me well... he oredi owed me like more than $50 n havent even pay..n i guess he woulnt pay at all... n i juz have to halal kan.... n now... he repayed my kindness with evil act... i realli dunno wad else muz i do... izzit wrong for me to dote on him?? IZZIT??? am i being too soft??? so much so dat he's actualli using me??y muz i have dat type of bro... WHY??? i juz need someone... a special someone hu will understand me... but i guess none of my siblings will... well... dat's it fer my siblings.... n my teacher......juz hope dat dey will understand me... k lar... dat's all fer todae... bye!!!
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