Atelophobia
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hey... bak here blogging... erm... so.. todae... early morning went down n check the letter box.. was expecting some hari raya card...but to no avail... so.. went up back... check my email.. reply some n visit the liquid generations website... thereafter... sign out my email... n went up bloggin'...kinda boring actualli...seriously.. i realli hate dis year hari raya.. nt exactly hate.. but more to dislikes... hu wouldnt.. dis kinda festive is like once in a year...n my parent are still working... n they started like the second dae... cant they start the second week instead... n if the first dae we went to like a lot of house i dun mind.. but juz look... we oni visited two house.. the next dae didnt even go out.. the third dae i gt band... the 4th dae oso didnt go out... might as well be like the normal days rite?? some more my collection was oni $20+... dat's a total freak... if this year were to be like dis.. wonder how next year'll be.. ntah2 my family didnt even go out.. no use buy the clothes rite?? now i bet my sis collection is more.. coz my mum asked her to work with her.. n one dae would earn her bout $30... it's gd for her... but nt me... my mum asked her onli to help.. didnt even asked me... obviously she dont want me rite??? yesterdae i pluck her uban... n no money was given... nt dat im money-minded... i juz wanna help my mum... i need money now.. i wanna top up my prepaid...need to pay my sis $23... my another sis two taxi fare...thot that dis raya would be a gr8 one for me.. but juz look... i'd rather nt celebrate at all.. might as well we go to skool rite....damn sad... n heartbroken too... i hate myself for being me... y cant i ever be better??????? am i dat useless?? so much so dat my mum actually didnt even want my help... or rather need my help... im a nobody in dis family... nobody... i supposed... if dis is meant to be my fate den i'll juz have to accept it.. dun ya think so??? anieway... let's juz start another topic.. i really hate dis one...so... i dunno y he never called me nowadayz... too bz izzit?? so much so that a phone call is a hard thing to do?? im kinda angry wif him... i dun wanna call him.. coz i supposed he might nt be at home... alar... y muz i start topic that make me either sad or angry.... nothing dat make me happy.. oh yah.. except that yesterdae.. my god-bro...., FINALLY sae sumthing to me...but then all he sae is " nurhamizah bte omar.." n i reply " saye??" n i juz went away... i mean i need to.. coz he need to enter the room n i need to leave the room.. so.. miss the chance of toking to him... anieway.. k lar... go first... bye!!
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Ezzah | 1991 | Working & Schooling | Blissfully Engaged | 
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