Atelophobia
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 hey... been tinking.. i dun tink she is to be blame.. she apologised to me todae...i mean wen farah n company went to slow talk wif her... n dunno y im involved... hmm... okok.. lemme juz tell ya wat happened... hmm... early morning, he msg-ed me... saying im sombong n stuff... n i started to sae tt i dunno hu to trust.. n when i questioned him, he sae he dun understand wat im saying... n when i finally come straight to the point, he took sooo fucking long to reply... n the moment i read his replies, i cried at that spot... nt to attract attention yah... bt i cant control it.. it juz rolled down my cheeks... i tried to be strong.. n i stopped a moment later when my frend start asking y... gave them lame excuses... n they juz continue wif their work.. n when i asked " so u want a break arh? " he replied he dun want to but he have to... n i read tt juz a few mins b4 recess... again i cried.. n it's worse than b4 i guess... farah n titi saw me cry.. n they asked me.. i cudnt possibly be lying to them.. they are my frends after all.. n farah had always tell me her probs with her ehem.. soo i guess i shud tell her...the whole recess i spent at the carpark there and the staircase near my mt classroom.farah took the book im holding... n den my bag n titi's... she carried it to the canteen.. n while she's bringing the bags to canteen, i sat at the so-called carpark n cried... telling titi wat exactly happen... a moment later, farah came... she straight away went in front of me... n wiped my tears... thanks u guys.... i really appreciated ur kindness... went up to the staircase... n den farah went to take the bags again... im sorry to trouble u yah farah... i didnt mean it... i sat at the staircase wif titi for quite sum tyme b4 farah came back with the bags... i thot she came alone.. bt she bring freda, aziah n atiqah.. iqah talked to me... telling me watever nad told her... n i cried even more... farah bought me sandwiches n drinks.. i refused to eat or drink..im sooo sad... no appetite to eat, drink or laugh... bt sumhow or rather, iqah make me laugh...for a while only..n den i started to cry again..i can see they tried their best to cheer me up.. hearts ya!! they did all sorts of way to make me happy... they hugged me... gave me advices...n even suap me with the food.. iqah make me eat by saying" kau sayang aku tk?? " hehe... of coz as a frend, i syg her ok... soo i end up eating the bread... and the moment my tears "dropped" farah cried too... too sad i guess... mt lesson i oso cried...told ili wat happen.. n the rest kepo2.. they read the letter i wrote... n asked me to include bad words... lols... bla3.. had our lunch later.. n i read the msg he sent me.. asking me to forget wat he said earlier... watever... farah told me it's unworthy... bt i juz ignored tt.. well actually i did tink about it a bit... bt i tink i shud give him 2nd chance.. n den after lunch gt f&N... ended f&N, rain comes... sooo sat at canteen.. n farah called nadira to talk... as in to settle this probs....im scared actually... i dun even noe there's gonna be this talk seh.. i was called last mins... n he msg-ed me to tell farah he wont be coming... farah plak... as usual temper naek... she like so fed-up.... bt anieway the talk still resume.. n the thing is dat... im soo touched when she sae " watever it is.... aku tk nk nmpk mimi nangis lagik... dier aku ner primary school frend n i noe her well... aku tahu aku tak nk nmpk dier sedih2..." sth like dat... im sooo touched man... thanks a lot farah... though im nt dat close to u..u cared for me... i didnt xpect u to be soo concern towards me... is there any way i can repay ur kindness towards me?? if yes, juz blang k?? i'll tell my very best to help u.. oh yah.. my sis asked me to tell u this... " u're very cute..." hehe... cant deny tt... u r cute... kalah aku... lols... k lar... end here... bye... once again... thanks a lot FaRaH... i also want to thank iqah, titi, aziah, freda n those hu helped me..
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Ezzah | 1991 | Working & Schooling | Blissfully Engaged | 
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