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it's all OVER...='((

heyy..u noe.. these past few days i've tends to get the feelings tt any moment frm now we will juz be friends...n noe wad?? it all happened todayy..! this unfateful dayy... mann.. i really miss him soo muchh.. juz 3 more days to 7th month anni.. bt haishh.. we are done..im useless...i thot i am supposed to be prepared.. bt im still heartbrokenn...! my shattered dreams n broken hearts..y?? y muz this happened? n why muz i even cry? honestly i still do love him..i really do..bt sumtyms he's juz uncontrolable-wadever the word is..i shud nt have jeoparadised wif himm... forget it..it's all over..anieway i muz concentrate on final year exam..no use tinking of all these tink..it's over.. i dun even tink he's hurt or crying.. oh yahh.. y muz he cry anieway..? im a GODDAMN MINORITY OF HIS LIFE..soo letting me go is as ez as ABC..kk.. maybe im nt showing enuf love... bt heyy..! im nt xperienced ok!!be understanding can? me n faiq oso more worse ok.. we didnt even go out u noe.. at least i treat u betta... yet all of it go to waste..=(

u noe.. at the chalet.. i really cant forget the phrase tt he said.. coz i kinda wanna go OCH.. n he said "org bodoh jek pergi".. n when im hurt n starts to ignore him he sae" ckp sikit jek nk amek hati"...heart pain u noe.. n wen he approach me all he ask was whats wrong.. then i sae nth..n he said im nt doing the promise i promised.. bt i deny back.. i mean it wasnt even a problem to me.. then he walked off.. me alone.. soo wentt to a deserted place.. talked on my fon.. budden chelsea came n asked me to go at the bbq there.. if nt she stay wif me.. soo i have no choice bt to follow.. bt juz sat one side alone.. deep in thoughts.. n w/o expecting it, tears started to form..budden fatimah n aqidah was there.. soo i feel a bit betta..then i ask lihin to kol.. he diid.. talked alot.. n real long.. he makes me feel better u noe.. bt i gt no feelings for him okk...bla3..

i dunno larr.. wat's becoming of my life... dammit..! i feel like slashing my wrist.. bt later sumone scold me.. coz i had a deal wif him u c.. nvm.. arrghh!! im soo stressed out..! y now?? final-year coming sia..haishh.. behind every smile lies thousands 0f sorrows...i dun tink im gonna be as cheerful as last time.. i cant! i juz cant.. i used to stand so tall n be so strong. now wad is left of me is what i pretend to be..im soo together bt soo broken up inside..! mann.. no one understand how i feel.. hmmph!! forget itt!

so me n lihin made a deal.. haha.. both muz call each other wif tt "couple" lang.. haha.. bt no one shud noe.. lols...end here.. bye..!

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