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todayy went to the kenduri..it's okey bt im soo weak coz im fasting.. n i never eat the morning breakfast..bt i tried my best.. the temptations to eat was there..bt i managed to go thru it.. haha.. n thanks to my fasting, i was given 10 bucks.. thank god!! oh yah.. sad news is one of my relatives passed away.. it's soo sadd!!=(( bt i was preventing my tears frm falling..dun wannna break my fast..seeing the ceremony, i had the sudden thots bout my grandma... i really hearts her alot..! n she leaves me.. soo fastt... i havent had the time to even sae gdbye..n i havent even seeked for forgiveness... i remembered i cried soo much.. even after the burial.. where everone was already happy2 bt i wasnt.. i felt soo alone..i tried my best to move on wif life.. i did..bt i kinda regret what i did.. i shud have sit beside her n give her moral support.. or pray alott!!bt i didnt really do tt.. i did pray bt i didnt gave her support.. i really miss her now..! i wud gladly trade my life wif hers..

anieway, tried to sleep.. bt his face keeps appearing.. it's like a nightmare.. a total NIGHTMARE~~ y nowww??? thats the 1 million question mann.. i really dunno y now?? y didnt it happened earlier..?
haish. i cant stop tinking of him.. my mind is filled wif those memories...sweets one n bad ones..but watever it is, i muz forget bout him!! I'll do watever it takes.. n im giving back those rings n pendant.. n camera.. n watever he gave me.. i dunwan to hold on to anytink tt reminds me of us.it'll juz caused more pain to me.. i wanna erased those memories awayy...bt how? its really hard for me.. it really is.. i guess the oni way is to find love frm other guy..maybe wif dat other guy i might juz find happiness? forget it.. it takes time to forget sumone...bt i'll try my veryy bestt!! thanks all for ur advice..!! hearts ya!!<33333333333

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