finally im updating..!

okae..firstly, wanna wish all the Muslim ppl out there selamat hari raya.. maaf zahir batin.. i noe its abit too late nw bt at least i make the effort to wish u guys rite?? haha..=P

anw im beginning to hate my life.. as in SCHOOL LIFE.. or shud i sae CCA LIFE..its really bothering me actually.. n im seriously thinking of quiting bandd.. it's juz tt i hate being the sl.. its like whenever there's probs wif da section, they'll always blame the sl.. wic i tink is totally unreasonable..i mean its nt their fault anw.. at least i did my job wad?? i even went to the extent to write personal letter to my junior juz to stop her frm quiting.. n does it pay? i dun tink soo.. i called up aLL of them to inform them bout band n even persuade them to come..bt is it still my fault if they choose nt to go? n noe wad? sum of them juz have no interest to play the clar n thats the reason y they hate 2 come for band.. soo tell me..IS IT MY FAULT..? i didnt put them here anw.. if i can choose i wud prefer to have a smaller section...i mean the smaller the better.. easier to call n handle..dun ya tink so?

and secondly there's too many ******SSS in bandd.. c'mon larr.. hu wud like to have ******SSS ard them? u tink its fun to do those bloody, IDIOTIC stuff???? eh plz larr... it may be fun to you.. bt wad about them?? have u ever stop and think bout how they feel? NO! y muz u rite?? all u noe is to ******** ppl.. its nt funny okae..! in fact its nt even a laughing matter! bt u guys dun geddit do ya? urgh!! this is soo unfair!! i dun care.. if tis go on, im sorry bt i will have to quit.. i will make my parent talk to the teacher-in-charge.. n once that happened im free frm everytink..! bt on the other hand, wad bout the section? i mean im juz worried if wendy cant take it..bt cum to tink of it, y muz i bother?i mean by tt time, im nt in band aniemore.. soo it's nt gonna be my problem animore! u may tink im heartless n stuff liddat bt all this while i was been treated tt wayy.. n now its juz my revenge.. afterall revenge is sweet rite?
bt all in all, as long as i can handle the pressure. dun worry.. i wont quit.. im nt tt heartless.. bt its THEM hus bloody heartless..! i told u soo.. my school is full of HEARTLESS CREATURES..!!

watever!! i juz hate THEM!! dun asked me hu's the THEM coz to me its EVRYONE ARD ME.!! of coz there's exception for sum peepz bt oni a few..zafirah jgn terasa okae.. im nt toking bout u.. (:

noe wadd?? now that i've expressed every single thing in my mind, i feel much more relieved.. thank you soo muchh.. n plz dun come up to me n acted like as if u're sorry for the state im in.. its no use if its fake.. !!

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