urghh!! im so fed-up wif my life now!! all i can sae after whatever happened the last few days is SOO WHAT??
firstly, y muz u guys even did tt to me?? cant u geddit?whatever happened is God's will... y cant u accept it??
y muz u make fun of it? what if u're me..? how wud u feel if the same damn thing happened to you?
n wad izzit that u're unhappy about?? its my life anyway..y muz u even waste ur time to bother??? u tink u're soo PURRFECTT iziit?? oh puhleasee.. nobody's perfect in tis world.. everybody noes tt..urrgh!! critized me for all i care..i dun wanna care anymore..up to u to sae whatever u wanna sae..im nt stopping you.. bt i wont listen to those comments n read those bloody words..juz fark off yea.. i dun nid u guys anywayy..i've chosen the wrong school.. no doubt..i guess going DAMAI SEC is wayy better.. i'd rather be in normal stream than stuck here in PING YI wif all those heartless creatures ard!! noe wad? my cuzzin n sis hu study there seems to be cheerful all the time.. n they even found their TRUE friends..im soo happy for them.. how i wished im like themm..! surrounded wif peeps hu really cared for u inside out n leading a haPPY life.. bt dun tink my frends now are gonna be like tt.. they're full of LIES..! n all they do is to hurt me more.. soo is tt wad u call frends?

secondly i dun understand y muz i becum the victim of iunfairnesss AGAIN!! y izzit always me?? y cant it happened to sumone else? isnt it obvious how she actuallie pilih kasih..? heyy!! i have feelings too okey! everybody does..i've been tolerating all this NONSENSE for years..yet i dun even tink if she knew how i felt deep inside..! ok..!

i wanna tell u guys a storyy..let's see things tis way.. juz imagine..

A is sumone hu cared soo much for B yet soo little for C..bt the actual fact is tt B n C have the same relationship wif A..then a big event is round the corner..soo A bought new stuff for them...well at first C only received one.. n B..?? she gt twoo!!as usual, C complained to A bout how unfair this whole thing is..
i guess she almost cried infront of A.. soo one day, A bought C another thing.. on the purpose of neutralizing the whole thing..of coz, being a normal gal, C was truly satisfied.. bt nt for longg!! well.. a few days later, A bought B the same tink A bought for C... the reasons? well..A feared tt B will get jealous..n cum to tink of it, A doesnt even care how C felt hur...

soo the conclusion is C was deeply hurtt..bt A n B dun give a damn to it..noo happy endingss..life's nt like a fairytale.. where whatever happened will still ends up as a happy endings..watever lar...juz hope tt life will get better in the years to cum..let's juz see..
*preying hard*

~`~ SigNinG Off wIf tHAT uNease FeeLinGs~`~

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