" MOTHER'S DAY COMING!! "

oh wow! =__+

urgh! i seriously hate to say this but MUM! i just dislike the way u are treating ME.. stop being soo u-noe .. what did i even do to deserve that?? can u PLEASE PLEASE change for the better..?? stop blaming me without any evidence! it sux okea. it really do. thanks to you i start off the day with a "happy" feelings..i dunno y i even cried after hearing those 'comments'..yah sure..im sorry for not salam-ing u or sumtink.im sorry for just dashing out of the house without telling u.. bt u shud be sorry too for being BIAS to me.. do u even caRe bout me? watever success i achieved, did u even notice it? wad about my special dayy? do u even wish me?? nt to mention CELEBRATE them.. sheeshh..so much so for a BELOVED mother..

and i no longer trust you dude. i hate you for creating all those lies and yet get away easily... u made people BELIEVE ur lies. and u even make MUm side u.. wow.. thats a great talent u noe.. y not u use itt WISELY next tym?? plz lar.. tink of the consequences first before doing someting can.. just look now. whose the one who was BLAMED?? ITS ME! and i swear i am totally innnocent.. AND U kNOW THAT! i cant accept the fact that u actually LIED without feeling guilty AT ALL.. sometyms i wonder are u really a human.. or just one of those HEARTLESS creatures..=/

and yah. soo wad i DONT WANT to happen oredi happened. well.. she brainwash my EB and now even my EB side my brother.. yah2.. label me as not being amanah and all those stuff.. ITS not true.. bt i cant seem to make u believe me.. coz no matter how much i tried to tell you, u wont listen.. n u wont believe BECAUSE u wasnt even there in the first place.. i guess u had ur pleasure.. n u wanted more hur.. GOO on.. let ur OTHER childrens suffer aitez.. and yah.. GO and continue with ur favouritism.. sufi is always rite hur.. u dont even noe wad he did behind u and u still supported him?? ish.. isnt that a whole lot UNFAIR? i hate you mum. i hate you sufi. i just hate my male siblingS. they suxs.. gawd.. y must they be related to me..? haishh..

but on the other hand i know watever happen there is a meaning to it.. soo yeah.i guess i just have to go with the flow hur.. who knows it's for my own good..? im seriously hoping that HE will stop doing all these CRAPZ and stay focus with life..i mean i tried soo hard to make him realize that he gt a major attitude problem but yeah.. it didnt work.. its of no use i mean. u w0nt listen anw.. and theres nothing i can do..

Labels: LIARs??

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