i just wanna thank zafirah for being such a monster. hahas... ohwells.. just dont ever do THAT again.. i hate it!!

aniewayys.

something happened ystd.. and yeah.. i guess i've hurt him more than i INTEND to.. but its his fault anw..he made me do it..just in case u guys are wondering, lets juz say its regarding him and that pasir ris girl.. and not forgetting my so-called frend.. i seriously dont get it. why must she lie?... and why the hell is she siding him..?? i mean he's nt even related to her in the first place.. its like woahh..she was supposed to supp0rt me ok.. urgh! yeah.. maybe her intention is to make me n him be friends backk.. but this is OBVIOUSLY not the right way at all..urgh! =_+
yeah.. i realised i made him cry twice. . but all i did is like ignore him.. then change my mind of buying the studs and all those normal stuff a gal wud usually do when she's FRUSTATED with a guy.. hehs.. and i guess he took it too personally..he ALMOST cried! COZ he thot tts the end of US.. and as a way 0f apologizing, he bought me this pink bear. it was cute and of coz sweet of him to do that..yeah.. im thankful for that. but i didnt really accept the gift from him at first.. i told him it was a waste of moneyy and he shudnt have done this..bt he insisted tht i accept the gift and he wont allow me to go home unless i took the gift.and since i am rushing for time, i just took the gift from him and said thank you..i guess he knew i wasnt being sincere. he called me up the moment he reached home. i purposely didnt answer his phone calls. but he kept calling.. soo i gt irritated and yeah. we talked things out.. i didnt realised i am soo important to him.. he told me he wont mind if i wAnna hurt him.. but he just dowan me to leave him.. hehes.. aww..isnt that sweet?? lolx.. but i told him " maybe in order for me to hurt u, i will have to leave u..".. =X
he kept quiet for quite some time then he said all th0se stuff uh.. and yea.. he started to get emotional..and the moment tt happened, i swear i dunno wad to do. soo i came up with a reason that i was juz kidding.. and i purposely said that to hurt him more.. thank god he stopped... and that's d endd~ lolx..

i guess im too harshh coz someone from his family died on that same day.. im s0rry for that.. i feel soo badd now..=X

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