i dunno wad else to say actually..should i trust syafiq? i mean who noes he mite be saying all that so that he could have a chance in getting me back... i dunn0. coz all these while, he's been pretty desperate..its obvious.bt if wd he said was true, then there's oni one thing i can say.. my feelings are dead.. boys can no longer be trusted i guess.and syafiq, i dont love u at all..it's just that i dowan to waste my life wif someone i dont love..and im really irritated wif all ur hugs and kisses.. the thing is im nt comfortable at all..and wad annoyed me is u still do it despite me asking u to stop. u even did **** WITHOUT my permission.. u noe hw much i hate that? its like as if u want me just so that u can satisfy all ur sexual needs.. and it shows clearly hw much u really 'respect' me..and if u said u love me, y the hell must u throw that fucking ball directly on my heaD? cant u see? u're making urself seen as a rude guy.so wad if u're my senior? that doesnt give u the rights to hit me anywhere u like ok! i guess my assumption towards u are all wrong.. dammit.

apparently, i still love asyraf.. i dunno y.. even after all those hurtful things tt he did after we broke up, i still cant bring myself to hate him.. ive tried though.. bt it lasted for awhile only.. i had a dream of us a dew days back.. im clueless wad's that supposed to mean.. bt yea.. patching up seems too impossible.. its okey..like they said 'jodoh di tangan Tuhan'..
soo if he's the MR.right then most probably we'll be together in the future right??? =/
ok.. just ignore that sentence..

soo i've met azree.. he's okey luhs. bt its abit akward.. HAHA.. sometimes i pity him.i meann he did soo much for his ex bt in the end, he's busted.. bt on the other hand, y is he so stupid as to do that much? =P
joking! yea.. i noe she's his first gal bt u noe spending thousands of dollars for her is too much.. see wd i mean? she took u for granted..kk.. stop it.. harap2 u get ur dream gal fst k. i noe u like me.. bt im seriously nt in the mood.. u shud noe my situation.. sorry.. i tink it wd be better if we're friends..(:

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