its really hard being in my shoe right now. i dunno who else i could turn to.
and now whats bothering me is im not sure if i should withdraw frm rp and u noe wait for nxt year's poly admission or sth? i dunno. all i want now is to get out from this school which is giving me nightmares as days pass by.im not saying its the skewl bt its the people who's in it that makes me FUMING MAD. dun worry.im nt referring to any of my classmates.:)

bt seriously..if i had known this would happened, i swear to GOD i wudnt have listen to her or even SYMPHATISED her cause EVENTUALLY im the one who's loosing out here.
yes, I should have followed what my heart really says. And now that i didnt, i guess its pretty obvious hur.I R.E.G.R.E.T..dammit..

you see.thats the thing bout me. im just too soft-hearted. I emphatized people soo easily so much so that at some point of time i sacrificed my own happiness. and i hate it. i hate the fact that im too soft until THEY(even those CLOSED ones) take me for granted.hmpftt.. at this point of time, it suddenly hit me that i miss having wanee by my side.she's like the most greatest counsellor, listener and advisor ive ever met. she's one of them who never fails to give meaningful response when i need it.hehee..i love you wanee!! xD

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