Little did I expect things like this will happen. Ok. It was part of my uncertainty and doubts actually. But still, I didn’t really expect it to happen. I mean how could he bring himself to do such a thing? So much for me being the 2nd priority in life. Look guys, we girls have feelings too. You don’t expect us to be feeling all happy and excited when we get cheated right. Seriously, I had enough. And I mean it this time. I’m not even sure if I should trust guys anymore. I’m trying not to stereotype the guys but my mindset just wouldn’t change. It gets so hard. And it’s all thanks to him. The guy whom I put in so much hope in happens to be the guy who tore my heart into pieces without even realizing it.

But I guess life has so many things in store for me. Someone I least expect came and brings meaning to my life. And that person is none other than my dearest Mr.Jamal. (:
You know what people? He is such a sweet and adorable guy. The way he talks to me on the phone every night really puts a smile on my face and the way he called me baby is too lovable and endearing so much so that at that point of time, I wished I could hugged him at that instant and look him in the eyes and then say ‘baby, I love you so much’. :D

Of course, I’m pretty much aware that he was a player and used to be somebody else’s fiancé. But that is beside the point. I mean this whole thing was in the past anyway. He said he wanted to start anew and even promise me that he will never be a player like he used to be simply because he really loves me and wants to settle down. I trust him not to be the way he was anymore although there is a very high chance of him repeating the same mistakes. But the point is if I didn’t give him that chance that he needed, then who else will?

Right?

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