I don’t know what else to say. There she goes again, repeating her flaws without thinking of the promises she once (twice? Thrice?) made. I don’t know if I should just forget about it or confront her about this. This is because even if I did confront her, the changes in her will only be temporary. It wouldn’t last. That is precisely why I think I am only wasting my time ticking her off. She always took serious things for granted. Perhaps it is true after all. I am of no significance to her. All those ‘I still regard you as one’ ‘you’re like my own family’ ‘I will never forget you’ and ‘ kau lah kwn terbaik’ are all part of her consoling actions. I’m still wondering if she means it.
Anyway, what happened yesterday totally disproves her claims. I’m at the verge of breaking down any moments from now. She just changed. I’m speechless. All I can say for now is thanks. You’ve been great. -_-

“Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi segala dugaan yang pahit ini. “

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