Okey, i read what you blog. And you are wrong on one part. IT DOES MAKE A DIFFERENCE.if you say smething. Maybe not to you, but to me it does. At least it shows that you care about our friendship.

If you’re not that type, then why did u expect me to open up? Can’t u see how unfair it is to me? And u said u hate telling people your problem. So am I just a ‘people’ to you? Besides, which human don’t bother about their feelings? I know deep down, lies your soft part, the part you were mortified to expose. Next, you said you just want to see others happy. But you are not doing that to me. You’re making me feel even more down. Just look at yesterday.You were so happy with halimah and company on the way back home and me on the other hand, too disappointed to even laugh. Spot the difference?

if you were to accept it, then what was that post for? why did you only said sorry when I set my PM?

Yeah I know that but I am not referring to the one in malay. And obviously, behind every actions lies a reason. Like hello! You said it before. “I do things for a reason.” . So why are you contradicting yourself now?

And that message you gave, it was just words. Whether you mean it or not, I can’t tell. It all depends on your actions. I heard those kinds of words alot of times from you. But you always end up not showing it. You see, here’s how things work for me. If you really treat me as one of your own, then naturally the action will come.

and Im touched you said those words. Im happy enough you finally call me your bestfriend without me forcing you.Im happy i did my part to make you happy. and whatever happened, I still regard u as my bestfrend. and my trust in you is still the same.