Wow. One more week to go but I still don’t feel the anticipation of me turning 17 at all. Somehow, I just got this feelings it’s not gonna be special. Just look at the way they are treating me now. It just shows. I hate this feeling. I really do.

That aside, part of me really feels like giving up on ‘it’. It’s like no matter how much I tried, and how much effort I put in, the end results will still be the same. And it’s really very disheartening. Is this how it is supposed to be?

To be honest, I really envy those people who have great and supportive family and peers.

Ps: I really ‘enjoyed’ my journey back home today.
Pps: People nowadays are getting less and less helpful

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