I really had enough of all this shit. No matter how much I tried to wake her up, I still failed. I guess it’s pretty clear now. I lose hope. Senang kata, aku dah lepas tangan.

It really hurts me when she acted as though nothing happened. She was still dancing around; joking and laughing to her other friends, as though what happened between us earlier have no impact on her. In fact, my presence was not even appreciated. Anyway, even if it did have some impact on her, (like what she always claimed) then perhaps she’s a great pretender. Oh well. And now I’m even more determined to go for DA.

And to those people who was affected, specifically hafiz and wan, I’m sorry. I have no intention of raising my tone or what-so-ever to you guys. Paham2 eh. Aku ngah bad mood uh due to some ‘great’ friend. Sorry tau! :D

That aside, I want to thank deavi who really tried her best to console me and comfort me with her words and actions. You know, I’m really contented to get a great friend as her. Although our past was a bitter one, ironically she is still the one who never fails to cheer me up and make me smile whenever I have some complications in life. She’s also the one who really understand me a lot. For that, thank you! (:

Next up, I wanna wish FADHEELA a very Happy 17th birthday! Okey, i know i wasn’t the first few to wish you and im totally sorry for that. I got my reasons. Heehx. But anyway, may god bless you with happiness all year round and hopefully you have great years ahead. Enjoy your big day today And lastly, DON’t forget me! Hehe.(“,)

Ps: I did my share and since you want it to be that way, I can’t say anything. If that’s what you think will solve things between us, so be it. I let things be your way. Let’s just see how happy you could be even without me by your side. That way, at least I can gauge how much of a significance am I to you. I'm not convinced with the claims that you made.