this is so random but i realised i miss someone so badly. :(

and before u guys jump to conclusion, im not talking about any ex-lovers or who-so-ever.hee.^^

anyway, i miss the guy who gave me the kind of support i need since i was young. and though things change, i still dont fault him because it's really not his fault. well at least to me, its not. or maybee it is? hrmm.

i just found out something, both interesting and scary at the same time. My stepmother used to cast a spell on me when i was very young. woah. i swear i wasnt expecting to hear this. And the scary part was whenever my mom was praying margrib, i would pull her telekong and switched off the radio. and then when they tried to cure me, my whole body felt so cold except for my stomach, in which it bloated until something just popped out. and it was the stomach that was feeling hot, as reported by my mom herself.

and that news which was told to me a few days earlier really make me have a bad impression on my step mom. i mean i was so young and vulnerable and she still have the heart to do such a thing? what a brat. hmph. and the worse part was its not only me who was attacked. tsk3.

that aside, im having 2 ulcers which totally limit my movement of mouth. darnn it. i hate ulcers! i really do. -__-

and pardon me for the lack of updates. was preparing myself for the paper, which i just took this afternoon. im not sure if my compo make sense and as for my summary, i hope it answers the qns. lol.

after the paper, me and zaf went to karoake session to celebrate my sis's birthday! hehe. BUT ZAFIRAH DIDNT EVEN SING. wasted my 1o bucks luh. hee..ok, anw i had a great time though. planning to go for another session next week. anyone wanna tag along, call me! hehe.

ps: I hope my money didnt go to waste this time.

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