i've been tolerating her acts all these while. whatever unhappiness i faced with her, i kept it in and locked it all away deep down my heart, hoping it never happens again. 

up till now i still remember vividly what she called me over a small matter. its really very saddening and disappointing to hear such words from your own sister.

Anyway, on a lighter note, I want to update on the family day event. Gosh, I swear it was a tiring job. Handling HUGE crowd was such a killer. Especially when u get the kind of people like I did.

We started out by reporting in school at 645am. So since I’m staying at the Far East, I woke up extra early (4.30am) to get dressed and I’m thankful enough to have a caring brother who sends me off although he wasn’t feeling well. Yet again, I feel so guilty. And I know exactly how he felt when my parents uttered those words. don't take it to heart k abg. cheer up. im sure she dont mean it.(:


Anyway, it so happened that I reached school way earlier (6.20am) than the supposed time and was alone until shakina came which was 6.50am. Luckily for me, I have sya as my companion. Thanks dude. Appreciate it so much though I had a hard time figuring out what you said since u were mumbling. HAHA. but then again, thanks.

Anyway, after I met Shakina, we went to buy hot cappucino and chicken pau for breakfast BUt the pau was really not up to my standard. it was so cold, its not even cooked properly. -_-

So I end up threwing it away. what a waste. but anyway, we had our small talk while waiting for the bus and i swear her story, though dramatic, was really funny! haha. ahh. the irony of it all. lol..


Finally we reached Singapore ZOO! gosh, both of us were damn excited; i was looking forward to see white tiger while she was excited to see monkey! but sadly, i didnt get to see mine though since it was closed due to the incident.ohwell. another time then.

so while waiting for those organisers to be ready, both of us walked around, playing the 'drum' and even talked bout the fishes in the spa room.lol. oh btw, i was in the food corner, which means im involved with handling people from the starting of the day until lunch period is over. I actually thought it was just distributing the food BUT it turns out that im supposed to handle the crowds instead. -_____-

well trust me it wasnt easy. esp when the crowd are such impatient asses. haha. i was literally shouting my lungs out just trying to make them listen and queue. it was easy at first. but the going gets tough as time pass by. and the thing i really cant stand are those indians who CUT queues without considering the feeling of others. and as a result, WE as  volunteers were scolded. and when we approached them to go bACK To the back queue, they refused and even talked to us in their language. -__- 

i couldnt even understand anything. 

anw there's another indian lady who couldnt stop complaining about the system.. bla bla bla. i swear she's damn ridiculous. she dont even understand how hard it is being the volunteer and yet saying as if its so easy being us. wth. thank god my mom is not like u. pfft.

but i have to agree with this old chinese lady. about the lack of chairs. well. i did my part trying to get them a chair but the organisers are really lacking of efficiency.  anieway, i only get to eat my lunch around 1 plus i think. but by then, i wass so famished from those shouting to instructing to listening to people's complaint. 

that aside, i did henna on my left hand together with shakina! haha. and i even took lots of yoghurt home. we were released around 3 i think. so we took this opportunity to went round and see MONKEYs. there was this particular monkey which is rather weird looking. it has the nose of a pinnochio, a veryy tiny 'ball' and at the weirdest thing is that it was red at the tip of the thing.HAHAA. omg. how hilarious is that! HAHAHA.. (god, i couldnt stop laughing)

it was a fun trip back home. met him for the first time but he wasnt really THAT friendly. he didnt talk much to me. infct, he only said 2 words. HAHAA. wth. ohwell. but it was overall a nice day out. :)