Today marks the first day I become little miss independent. It wasn’t hard actually. In fact, there are lots of times when I encounter being alone so it wasn’t really a whole new thing. I now realised that all these while, I’ve been focusing on my wants instead of needs. Well, I am so gonna change. Towards the direction of that particular request from that somebody.

That aside, my first semester class had some sort of reunion lunch just now. I swear I miss ALL of them, inclusive of their jokes, their faces; their laughter’s and even their voice. Haha. But it wasn’t a full attendance though. Too bad hur. Ohwell.

Anyway, I want to apologize to my chellamku for everything. I know what I did to you is hurting for you and I guess I was too much by doing it. But trust me, I’m really sorry. I have no intention of making you feel that way. Either way, I hope you will forgive me for the mistakes I made. Sorry :(

I reached home around eight I guess. And the first thing that happened when I reached home is the news I got from my mum. :)

She told me she dreamt about me having my wedding at this kampong place. And my husband happens to be a funny and rich guy... BUT unfortunately, he’s disabled. Lol. what a dream man. That was the only thing that made me smile today. Thanks mom! ILY soo much!

Ps: I don’t deny that I miss your companion

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