i totally screwed things up.

i shouldnt have been so open and told him everything.

gosh, i feel like chopping this itchy fingers of mine!.

why did i even do that when i somehow feel that its gonna jeopardize everything we had..-.-

well. to you.. im really very very very very very sorryy. i hope you're okay now. i know it came as a huge shock to you. especially when its regarding someone you're quite close to. but please dont keep thinking about it k... i promise you there wont be another time. gosh,im so worried now..