Atelophobia
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its of no use. you know what it's like when you force yourself to stay calm so much that it hurts? when tinks cannot be undone n theres nothing else you can do to make everyone be happy? haish, thats exactly wad i did. i practically forced myself to inhale and exhale all the troubles away. so hard that my chest hurts so much nw. that theres always this painful sensation each time i breathe. gosh, i did things which i thought i couldnt possibly have done. i finally went home after i spent what seems like ages, alone, doing things only God knows. they say things happen for a reason. and im searching hard for the reason behind all these. but when my mind is about to clear up, another problem came in. followed by another.. it felt as though the whole world's weight is on top of me right now. its freaking sad, depressing and heartbreaking.. its not a good time for all this to happen. i need distractions now. n i hope schools would be my savior. to whoever it may concerns. frankly, im beyond devastated when u guys gave me less than half of wad i expected. when you guys cant even bother to spend a minute of your time to do what i have clearly requested. now, ure accusing me of not forgiving. u know wad? if you want to blame everything on me, go ahead. do wadever that will make u happy. but if u tink im giving up, no im not.. im just gg with the flow. whatever happens next, i just accept it. even if i have to cry for weeeks. |
Ezzah | 1991 | Working & Schooling | Blissfully Engaged | 
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