i seriously have no idea whats happening around me.

time and again, i keep reminding myself that things would work out one day.
but each time i did that, the 0ther side of me would give me a cold hard smack. waking me up to be realistic.

i know time will heals. but it require efforts too. and sadly, i dont see any.

u know, at certain point of time, whenever i looked back at those old photos/past archives/msn chat logs, i feel so helpless and sad.. but at other times, i feel glad and contented for having the inner strength.

i cant deny that most of the time, i felt calm and serene..living life as it is..

gosh. maybe, i really meant what was said. and maybe my prayers have been answered. Alhamdulillah

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