It’s a painful ordeal, I have to say. But I can’t do anything now. I’m helpless. Okay, beyond helpless. It just sucks to know I’m not within your reach. Not within my means to guide you to the correct path. Given what you’re doing right now… sighs. As much as I want to slap you real hard for being so foolish, I also want to bring you back to the right path. Seeing you doing what you’re doing is just so … idk? Gosh, I’m at loss of words man. It’s like I have to do something but I have no power to.

I know I have a very forgiving heart but please, I’m not the type of girl whom you can let down and think that everything’s okay. It comes to a point of time when I really can’t take it anymore and burst everything. But no, I have my pride, I will not cry, but this is really making me weak.