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and for that, ive got no mood for school these few days. gosh, week 15, please come fast! i cant wait to have my hols. hehe. ANYWAY, i finally met shakina today after so long!! haha. gosh, she's SO DARK now man. reminds me of the time when i was like that.! wakakaka and on a much random note, im tempted to buy contact lense!. should i?! im actually deciding if i should buy the magic black or the maxieyes.. lol
so i know 3 of my UT2 grades. And although i expected FA to be like real bad, I still cant believe my grade man! omg.. they should really do some moderation pls! hee. anyway, im kind of irritated . but gosh. i dont want to care anymore man. i believe in karma babe. and apparently, there will be like 2 tests on a saturday; 1 in the morning, the other 1 in the late afternoon.. wow right!!
actually, im okay with that. hehe. =P My only worry is financial accounting ..=| that aside, i bumped to didi on my way home just now! gosh. i suddenly miss those times when we're younger sia..can i like rewind back to that phase? haha. and for those who are not that aware yet!!! ive been very useful last weekends.. i cooked on both days.! can u imagine? hehe. and of course do the normal house cleaning. hehe. i cooked some veggie soup on sat and mee rebus on sun. of course both of the dishes were deliciioous.. i actually packed my mee rebus to let sya taste my cooking. hehe. i guess it was a lil too spicy..but then again, its the thought that counts!! haha. and after so long of not meeting sya, he always have some bad things to say about me ! -_- of course play2 uh. bUT STILl!! angry or what.. so..hehe, u cant blame me for the endless pinching. sorry if it hurts though. hahaha,.bt u asked for it man. wakakkaa. dont mess with me ! growls. hehe and i screwed financial ut man. (ok, what's new?) haha. but im not the only one though. almost everyone in my class did.. :) and someone from another class told me she heard this rumor saying that most of the accounting students got zero. and so there will not be any moderation done. omg. please tell me its not true. scaryyy or what. lol. that aside.... i cant wait for............................... sth uh. hahaha..i think its pretty obvious what . lol.. and and im so happy for someone else. coz i helped him to make a poem. he wanted to propose to this girl whom he loved for 2 years. and guess what! THE girl said YES! of course, thanks to me. hahah.. I swear it’s hurting to know that after all these years, nothing was real. It was all pretence. And definitely more lies. But boy am I impressed. You acted so good, I fell for your trick. It’s a painful ordeal, I have to say. But I can’t do anything now. I’m helpless. Okay, beyond helpless. It just sucks to know I’m not within your reach. Not within my means to guide you to the correct path. Given what you’re doing right now… sighs. As much as I want to slap you real hard for being so foolish, I also want to bring you back to the right path. Seeing you doing what you’re doing is just so … idk? Gosh, I’m at loss of words man. It’s like I have to do something but I have no power to. I know I have a very forgiving heart but please, I’m not the type of girl whom you can let down and think that everything’s okay. It comes to a point of time when I really can’t take it anymore and burst everything. But no, I have my pride, I will not cry, but this is really making me weak. I’ll put on a strong front, but deep inside no one will know just how disappointed, sad, angry and hurt I really am.
xoxoxoxo ezzah You've been there for me through the good times and bad I know I can count on you to be there when I'm sad Life without you Just wouldn't be right I wouldn't be able to get through each day and night When I've had a bad day I know that you're only a call away When life takes that crazy turn You are always there to help me LEARN We've had so many good times together I know we'll be best friends forever No matter where we are I know we'll never be too FAR You're my idol, my sister, my friend We'll be together till the end Even when we're old and grey You'll be here still, to help me on my way!! Made by : khairul Dedicated to: Yours Truly . everybodyy, letss go awww!!! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! hehe. so sweet right! i didn't know it gonna turn out to be this sweet uh.. anyway.. i bought what i need already. and i swear i spent like above $100 in just 2 days. gosh. i need to control myself man! haha, and that reminds me... i need to pay for ngaji fee this month..ermm hopefully my bank have enough cash. lol. |